It’s working!

From Tuesday, April 01, 2008

I can’t believe it’s actually working!! My headaches have decreased in intensity. I would never had guessed a sinus infection would have caused a migraine like this. Never. Anyway, the migraine has become...I won’t say bearable because they never are, but with medication it’s almost ignorable for periods of time. On the other hand, I feel under the weather...like I have a sinus infection. Imagine that. I’m running fevers and not wanting to eat and just plain feeling like crap. In general I would guess this means I’m getting better and this is bringing things to the surface where they should be instead of buried deep down.

Great news too! Chris got hired on to do tier 1 tech support for a hosting company. He will be getting paid about $4.5 more an hour and this will be so great. I want to move out of this house we live in. I think it’s toxic.

I truly believe it’s one reason I have been so sick, why I developed a sleeping disorder, why things just don’t seem to go continuously well. You know like getting a new car and having it scratched to hell by little kids next door. Or having little kids cuss at your neighbors. Or having a little girl next door who is the devil incarnate cause her mother is too fucking lazy to raise her children. She lets them run around in the streets on their own whenever. When we move from here, I will call child protective services on them. I won’t do it now because they would probably poison one of my cats or something. Those children need to be elsewhere. I hate the people next door, they are basically worthless and encroach upon their neighbors at every turn.

My Duplex neighbors are great. I have no issues with them. I did at first but things have smoothed out. It’s always rough sharing such a small area with so many people. I think it’s worse when it’s a duplex vs. apt because with apartments you don’t have an control issues over who uses or owns what, everyone uses everything. With a duplex it’s like this part of the yard is mine, and that is yours, etc. After a while I just stopped caring and it worked.

Anyway, I am hoping Chris’s raise allows us to start looking at buying a home. Or at least renting a better one. We need to get out of this toxic home.

Oh and I’ve lost 7 pounds. Woot.